Sigh...

For my journal today, 16th of June, I started painting. Like any work I do, it starts out to be crappy or rather rubbish but I hope it will turn out good. I've been wanting to paint since last year. I wanted to try oil painting but I don't have a budget of my own to buy oil paints which are expensive on my part. I have to practice my skills first in water colouring before I start with oil painting. I've been trying to sketch using drawing pencils. I have succeeded in drawing a portrait of a human. I think I can even sketch the outline in few minutes if the angles are not that hard for me. It gives me joy in achieving that. I thank those kids who inspire me to draw. Though I am pleased with my portrait, I am now depressed because I'm starting to have a difficulty in sketching animes, in which I need to master it in order for me to create animation easily enough. I have failed to do my part on my photography. It makes myself sick just realizing it again now. I need to prioritize my needs in which my photography will progress on the process of prioritizing. Well so on, wish me a swell talent ahead.